There's a special thrill in not knowing what happens next. Especially when you are on the edge.

Right now, I have a huge debt on my shoulders, no job to speak of, and no income.

But there's a strange sense of relief. Knowing that I am not going to settle for something less than what I want, just because I have to take care of.

I was in a similar position a few years ago, and I took the first, and the easiest, route out. Shouldn't have done that. But if I hadn't done that then, I might have missed out on a lot of things.

Good news: I still have time. I have wrap my head around the fact that I am going to be in deep shit for a while, and should not be discouraged.

Right now, it looks as if everything is going to be fine.

And I have to make sure it works out that way.

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