|Courtesy: Hugh MacLeod's gapingvoid daily mail|
When I am at work, there are a hundred ideas running in my head. "I have to do this", "I have to clean my house today"... You get the gist.
But when I actually have time, what do I do? Watch sitcoms.
Granted, watching an entire season of two and a half men without breaks isn't the ideal way to spend time, but it is better than just lying in the bed and feeling miserable about everything.
Now I think about it, I might be wrong. Even Jake managed to get a job, and I haven't managed one yet.
Add the burdens and expectations to the disappointment, I think I am the most careless person alive.
And when I am thinking about what actually went wrong, this mail with the picture above arrives in my mailbox.
I want it all, and I am not ready to pick one. In fact, I don't want to do anything, but want everything. That's my problem.
Everyone's moving around faster, earning almost double of what I do, and here I lie, thinking about where the money for my next meal will come from.
I don't know how to turn it around yet. But I am going to try until I succeed.