The beginning.

The worst part of any task is the beginning.

I know what to do, I know how much effort it takes, and I know what will be expected of me.

And all of this knowledge leads to me not doing anything.

I am lazy. I do more than my most active friends, but I am lazy.

If I start something that need not be done - I mean, something that expects me to do something extra from my daily routine - I try my best not to do it.

Like writing, for instance.

But I have to write. It is the only way I feel good about myself, yet I avoid it.

Why? because I am OK right now, and doing something to feel better seems like an awful lot of work.

Same thing with working out or cooking.

Why start something and bring extra worries when I am OK with mediocre?

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